inside the narrow corridor

thoughts from a journey through faith

Name: tone614

Friday, January 26, 2007

i gets busy

i gets busy on the blog writin' poems that flow in

and out..things get pint up...I release 'em out

I want to invent vocabulary because at times I can't explain

life that brings pain... is supposed to be gain

now I'm on my 8 to 5 ...gotta eat..gotta survive

starbucks is not enough...caffeine the false high

strive to be profound... the flesh willing... the spirit weak

so I'll settle being me... and just keep the light on my feet

Friday, January 12, 2007

family hope...

I was sitting at a coffee shop today and a family came in with thier little daughter. She was so excited when she saw the games and shouted "Dad will play a game with me?" I thought for sure he would drop the classic..."...not right now honey. Dad is busy."..instead he pulled the "SURE honey I would love too!" MY heart jumped...imagine what the little girls heart did. He ordered a Venti ice tea "black" and told his wife to pull up a chair and play shutes and ladders with them. She laughed as well.

This scene is so uncommon in today's world, a family enoying time together that I couldnt help but watch. There was something healing about it. Here is a man that I have seen for 5 minutes but I want to be just like him one day....at least in this area. He has no idea of the impact he is making on me or on his daughter. I dont know his story but I do know a bit more about the father I would like to be.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

who is at your table?

listened to a sermon today about how Jesus sat and ate with the rich tax collectors all the way down the social ladder to the lepers. it was a picture of everyone being excepted in the kingdom of God despite the social status we give them. Within that is another picture of people just being accepted for who they are and where they are. The status we give people over others based on what they have or how famous they are makes other people feel insignificant and alone. We are all equal in the eyes of God. Why not live this out when interact with others. The next time we see someone who we do not necessarily want to see at that moment, lets welcome them. Lets invite them to our table and eat with them. No one should ever feel alone.

Monday, January 08, 2007

is this happening again?

I find it necessary to get these thoughts out..take it or leave it.

Born in Columbus, Ohio MOST people AT THE LEAST know that OSU football is a part of our cities life. Being born a male, MOST of MALES KNOW that OSU football is a big deal. So being born in a family that has its roots a few miles from the Horseshoe, I was born with not only a sin nature, from Adam but was born with the passion from my fathers father.. The passion for OSU football. I have loved OSU since I can remember. It has always been a part of me, a part of my relationship with my dad, my family. It has always been a topic of discussion during the holidays. I learned growing up that come fall, OSU football takes it's place on the entertainment forefront.

I think I have a proper perspective of all this. I have not placed my significance in OSU. I'm not obsessed to the point of getting my life excitement out of it. Yes it is hard to miss a game and I would be sad for a bit if we lost but overall...I think I'm dealing well with this passion.

The hard thing is trying to explain this to people who think I have gone overboard. Since my walk with the Lord has taken off, I find occasional opposition to my love for OSU football. I appreciate the challenge to rethink "my obsession" and if I'm spending too much time on it or not. I get boarder line occasionally, like taking the days off work to schedule around the games. Or canceling any event but a life tradgedy in order to watch the games on Saturday. Is that too far?

Here are the facts: I know too much about OSU football. I've followed intently since 1988. That was around the time that I understood and retained what was going on....so we will say I have followed it for around 18 seasons. I remember the 86' Cotton bowl and when we defeated Michigan in 1987, Earle Bruce's last game but I'll say 1988 is when I officially began watching the Bucks. Thus began the John Cooper era....not the best of luck. For the first 8 years, OSU was a better than average team. We won some games, went to a few small bowls and we were 1-6-1 against Michigan. No Rose Bowls and one co-Big Ten Title. It was EVERYONE else going to the big bowls. I began to expect that we just were not as good as Alabama and Michigan and Miami and Florida State etc..

In 1995, it looked like we were going to turn a corner. We had a great team, up to number 2 in the nation! 11-0 going in to Michigan. Lost to Michigan then lost to Peyton Manning and Tennessee. 11-2. Still not the best.

1996, we were on the verge again. 10-o going in against Michigan. Lost to Michigan. We did win the Rose Bowl though...but we finished second.

1997, lost to Michigan, lost to Florida State finished 10-3.

1998 was our best chance to win it all up to this point. We started number one for the first time in my LIFE! That was a cool feeling. We were all over the papers and magazines, the clear favorite! We even beat Michigan and won our bowl game!
The problem was we lost to Michigan State earlier in the year. We were like a 20 plus point favorite. lost 28-24. We finished...second.

1999, 2000, 2001 much of the same.....

Winning the National Title in 2002 is a post in itself. The best season ever. The best feeling ever. We finally did it! I lived to see it! I watched it all! 14-0...we did everything we need to to win. That might of carried me throughout the rest of my life. I would have died a happy buckeye! There were like 34 years in between titles....so I wasnt expecting much....

Now here we are, a few seasons later with another chance to win it all!

I will not apologize today. I will wallow in my passion and obsession. Who knows what the future holds. When kids come or responsibilities change...I'm sure it will change for me but today is our day Buckeye fans. Today is my holiday. I want to enjoy this all I can. Who knows if it will ever happen again. I hope, but you never know.

Go Bucks.

38-10.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Doogie Houser started blogging

For those who can remember, at the end of those episodes, Doogie would type a few comments in to his home PC and sign off. Those were the best moments because we were able to see inside the mind of a 14 year boy genius. So genius that he was blogging in the early 90's. Actually, I think I am still processing what he wrote then and I'm 27 now.....interesting.


we are to bear one another's burdens...i'm in it with you kid.

I've always heard that it is easier to put the whole ocean into a paper cup than it is to say I'm sorry and mean it.....there is more truth in that that I thought.


I predict Bucks win 38-10

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

the divine provision

there is no better taste than that of manna.

This is phrase is loaded....unpack it slowly.


happy 2007.